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 I am tired today, tired of living, tired of hurting and just wish i could make it all stop. Luckily I have things and a person to keep me happy. But I have been bad as of late. SO! I figure I should punish myself by coloring an AWESOME drawing I did and making everyone look at a terrible coloring job!!!! JUST KIDDING, but nah I have been bad as of late and need to stop being bad...Ive been missing school a lot lately that's how. SO ANYWHO, I could use a little support and friendship ya know. Everyone wish me luck because I have got to pull through this funk I seem to be in.
  • Mood: Lazy
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  • Watching: when
  • Playing: where
  • Eating: with
  • Drinking: why?
this is thor. my reason for breathing. by nerdling18
this is thor. my reason for breathing.
Thor is my beauty and my spoild rotten mainecoon mix. I love him a lot. So much so hes my ESA. he makes me smile and laugh. But omg is he the weirdest. There are time where he runs and makes weird noises or hell grunt when he jumps off of something and like does this grumble. it is adorable but weird. I still love him though. He also loves to eat my shoes. (Not rly thats just a game we play)
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A darkend night. The sky dark blue. Above me are stars...all brand new. For each night that comes to pass. Something says someftly these shall lastn they are the brightest suns the darkest worlds. A truth and lie all un furled.
  Because as the dawn will come to pass. Fade away they will and shall not last.
   They are the eyes of gods. The tears of men. A soft gental place known as heaven.

   They can not reach and give you wings to fly. So thusly we end up..all to die.

  Oh mighty star. The gods above. Twinkle softly in this night and share your love.
Why?


There's no way to hold me
No bed or room to share

There's no light without you
Let alone a sky that is still blue.

Oh why did you leave me.
And make me wonder why.
Why I am living?
Why I cant die.

Every night I dream of you.
Of running to your arms
but I only wake up crying
and bleeding from my heart.
New art style WIP. by nerdling18
New art style WIP.
 Heres a sample and line art  of a character I have named snow. Here she is drawn n a new style that I really have enjoyed drawing in. Its a mis of my normal, anime and tim burton along with a goth feel making it epic. Now i just gotta figure out how to color it.
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C.J.Young
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I am who I am. I am you, I am me, I am all. We are all man and woman and are blind to who we truly are. To what we truly are. Do not fear the truth but reach out to it and accept it. Are we not all born the same way? Do we not die the same way? We are human, as am I.
My past and biology matter not, what matters is this moment that we live breathe and accept. Smile like today is every day all in one. Keep moving forward and soon we will see our true self's. Dwell not on your past. This is who we are. This is who I am, this is who you are. Awaken from your dreams my dear loves.

"Freak not till froken too"
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 I am tired today, tired of living, tired of hurting and just wish i could make it all stop. Luckily I have things and a person to keep me happy. But I have been bad as of late. SO! I figure I should punish myself by coloring an AWESOME drawing I did and making everyone look at a terrible coloring job!!!! JUST KIDDING, but nah I have been bad as of late and need to stop being bad...Ive been missing school a lot lately that's how. SO ANYWHO, I could use a little support and friendship ya know. Everyone wish me luck because I have got to pull through this funk I seem to be in.
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Who
  • Reading: What
  • Watching: when
  • Playing: where
  • Eating: with
  • Drinking: why?

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Mister-Saturn Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the watch : D
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nerdling18 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem!!!
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Tigereye77 Featured By Owner May 11, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
RANDOME TIME!!!

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nerdling18 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
So much rainbow random.....I love eet.
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Tigereye77 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
yay! I even have a group about randomness!
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nerdling18 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Really now....I like random...espcially shinny rainbow random. xP
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FirstMateAme Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013
Thanks for the fave =)
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nerdling18 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
np and thank u 2
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FirstMateAme Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013
why are you thanking me?
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nerdling18 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
for the fave
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